i always wanted you, the more i talk about, the less i do control (see Phoenix, Everything is Everything, below). a gravitation of elusive substance but electromagnetic properties. i’m trying to make it flow, to seize what i have but was too scared to even acknowledge before. the more i do this, the more i feel released from whatever was encasing me. its a freaky thing, though. it also makes me more of an idealist than before. i am also more apt to go with my first instincts, no matter how ridiculous they make me look. i do things because they feel good. if you listen to a sound hard enough it’s like you are absorbed into the actual wavelengths. seriously, pick any song and you’ll see. i love it.
